Free Roses has dozens of poems written during the pandemic and over the three years that Chelsea was in trance due to a traumatic brain injury. From the mental wards to the magic of her family's land in Central Florida, these lush and insightful pieces will uplift and delight you.
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Today I Asked the Butterfly
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Today I asked the butterfly
what it's like to be a butterfly.
She perched on the purple skirt
of a petunia and asked -
What's a butterfly?
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I blushed with shame
at the notion of assigning a name
to someone who never named herself,
someone who is so absorbed in being
that she doesn't need identity.
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Because of her,
I started to move in ways
I had never moved before.
Losing my name meant
I could become the unknown,
a pattern, an echo, a prayer.
I mimicked the bear, the great moose,
the rhino, the squirrel.
I morphed and shifted,
but when I thought of the butterfly
I felt the most uplifted.
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I didn't know the God in me
until I became the small,
winged one who drinks from
the hearts of flowers.
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Chelsea Lynn LaBate